Friday, August 27, 2004

"She made it through.
Then she turned back around & joined the group.
The Four: Buffy, Giles, Willow & Xander.
Us. The Originals, Buffy thought. Everyone else came later. These are my comrades, my dearest friends. I am the Slayer that did not stand alone.
They kept me in their pocket, only I didn't realize it...until almost too late.
The Four.
The Slayer, the Watcher, the Witch & the One Who Saw"
-Buffy The Vampire Slayer 'Chosen" Pg 645 & 646
These words set me thinking... I feel lye i'm part of a four; Mariana, Sabirah, Farhan and me.... Mariana=Buffy... Farhan=Giles... Sab=Willow... and me=Xander... juz feels lye tt...i dunno y... maybe coz it's lye mariana has probs(which is lye Buffy), Sab is smart(lye willow), farhan is versatile(somewat lye Giles) & tt leaves me... wat do i have... i aint smart, nor gd looking... i think tt's y i fit xander... both of us have bad experiences in relationships... well, if either one of u have comments... juz tag me.. ciao...

KaeL performs the ritual on 1:30 pm

Monday, August 23, 2004

wazzup ppl... i juz came back from an overnite stay at e grand wing of e Grand Hyatt... cool rite... to ppl who think i'm selfish(u noe who u are), sorrie ah... u didnt ask... went there yesterday... left e house at 1400 as i had classes in e morning... e train was packed... it's e weekends... expected... reached there at ard 1500... my dad was sleeping while my youngest sis(nur hanisah... i juz call her hanisah) was watching tv... my dad woke up and left at ard 1530... so, me and hanisah juz watched tv... halfway through, we went to e grand lounge on e 21th floor to get drinks(free sia.... can take as many as u wan... cool rite.... hahahaha)... we went back to e room to continue watching tv... my dad came in a 2 tyms to pray... then at 1900, e rest of my family came... my mom cooked nasi goreng... was still hungry after tt... my mom, hanisah and nurul(my other sis) watched a indo series on Suria... i kinda feel asleep... at 2100, i woke up and went to a shopping mall across wisma to buy food at mac... wen i reached e room, my parents and sisters went home leaving me and my bro(hanif) to sleep in e room... we ate our late dinner in bed while watching tv... at midnite, i switched e channel to ESPN to watch Manchester United vs Norwich... Bellion and Smith scored beautiful goals... magnificent goals... Man U won 2-1... then, i went to sleep... e next morning, woke up at 0630 to pray... watched tv till bout 0900 before bathing... at 1030, my family came in with food... ate it up and watched tv AGAIN.... hahaha.... at 1230, we checked out and came home... at 1700 today, went down to play soccer... 'injured' myself.... hahaha... well tomorrow's another day... kinda looking forward to it... gtg... kinda tired... holla... [10] Hafiz Hitler [10]

KaeL performs the ritual on 12:00 pm

Monday, August 16, 2004

wat a sunday... went to malaysia with my family, aunts, uncles and cuzins todae... left at around 1300... reached there bout1400... had lunch at hotel next to Holiday Plaza... e food was very delicious...*licking lips* haha... e best part is it was an all u can eat buffet... RM28 per head... my frenz dont call me e 'Bottomless Pit of A Stomach' for nothing... ate 4 plates of rice with teriyaki chicken, sambal chicken and black pepper chicken... for dessert, putri salad, cake, jelly and ice cream... had 3 scoops at a tym and went for 3 helpings... still can stuff more food inside even though full after i finished my 2nd helping of putri salad... then, went window shopping at Holiday Plaza... at 1730, we went to my house in malaysia(still in e progress of building... complete next yr) to look at e progress... then, went to Giant... at 2000, came back home... kinda tired... well gtg sleep... ciao... [10] Hafiz Hitler [10]

KaeL performs the ritual on 2:50 pm

Friday, August 13, 2004

e mt results are out.. i got a C5 for malay... cikgu says i do not have to take again... i kinda agree with him... i think i can do better with my other subjects... i still dunno my parents reaction... hai... sab, manpreet, din, rizal n i were at e canteen after sch, waiting for mariana... sab and manpreet were studying... e rest of us talked about 'Ali G In Da House'... a funny and stupid movie... and i have a god bro by e name of rizal and a god grandfather by e name of din... i have a complicating family tree... hahaha... wen mariana came down from her remedial, we went to e sch library to study... i studied bio as i have a test tomorrow... while we were studying, farhan joined us... at 5.00, we decided to go home... sab went over to shahrez to talk or something lye tt... mariana and i left first... on e way home, we talked about my o level results... hai... well gotta go... gotta mug for prelims... [10] Hafiz Hitler [10]

KaeL performs the ritual on 9:08 am

Monday, August 09, 2004

HAPPY 39th B'DAY S'PORE!! well, woke up at 1030... then, my family had spring cleaning... changed position of my bro's bed... cleaned my room(FOR E FIRST TYM IS YEARS!! nah, months)... amazed at things tt i can find... such as FHM(S'pore), tons of batteries and dustbunnies, etc... we had hot nasi lemak from my favorite stall for lunch... haha... delicious... then, continued with spring cleaning till 1500... went to grandma's house to do some drilling... finished all e drilling, screwing and fixing thing, e NDP 2004 parade started... so sat down and watch... my favorite part every yr is e uniformed parade... i dream of being part of it... i wanna live my dream... hopefully... fingers crossed... anyway, back to e live telecast... it was a very gd show... from my grandma's house, i can see e fireworks... it was beautiful and spectacular... wish i was there at e stadium... after e live telecast went off air, my family and i went for dinner at e new hawker centre... there were a few new stalls but i still prefer e western at my other fav stall... had chicken pepper steak... it was very nice and sumptuous... after everyone had finished their food, we went home... here i am then, updating my blog... gtg getting late... ciao... [10] Hafiz Hitler [10]

KaeL performs the ritual on 11:15 pm

Saturday, August 07, 2004

woke up at six this morning... very sleepy sia... but promised sab, mariana and farhan i'll meet them at 0630... after bathing, i took out e ethnic costume i'll be wearing... batik shirt... reached meeting point exactly at 0630... didnt see anyone, so i waited... didnt have to wait long for sab to come... she was wearing a sari... so, we waited for the other 2 to arrive... while waiting, saw ms ong... asked me if i was going to sch now... i replied no and she left for sch... before she left, she joked tt i was helping an aunty(sab)... then farhan came but he had to hurry so he left first... at 0645, sab nad i decided tt if we waited any longer we would be late... wen we started walking, mariana came... she wore a white sari... the 3 of us walked to sch together... cedric said tt i looked lye a thai mafia... haha... no comments there... during flag raising, we had a march in by e uniform grps... jeremy, my NPCC cadet, was e commander... then, we sang e national anthem... then e recollections followed by e song 'my ppl my home' which was closely followed by e pledge and national day speech... at last we had e prize presentation... some of e receipants got ovation while rahmat got jeered... ahahahaha... but u have to pity e fool... then was e concert... yay... tt's wen e fun starts... my baby gal was sitting in front of me... :) e concert was a BANG!!! first item was e lion dance followed by the malay dance... then, we had ballet performance... these were ok... then, e NCC came on... the fun begins... e NCC shows e tym during e Japanese Occupation... they used CounterStrike audios... haha... man down... haha... then e NPCC and SJAB came on... they used e song by 5566... yucks... 5566 SUX man... then was e music and drama with their song SUPERSTAR!!! WOOHOO!!! THEY RAWKED!!! ENCORE!!! haha... then was a video clip of our cca singing 'HOME'... then was our guests' turn to perform... e performance was very nice... we had an encore and we did it with them... some of the students went on stage to perform with them... yusuf & gang were outta control... haha.. e best was yet to come... the grand finale... IT'S TIME TO DISCO!!!! hahahaha.... after e concert, we had a jumbo sale... quite crowded... took photos with ms leraine leow, farhan, felicia and li wern... haha... me and daniel went round to every stall... then took picture with dan, farhan and few gals from my class... then, me and dan made farhan and serena take a picture together... then, i got a flower for my baby gal... :) she was beeming wen i gave it to her... me and farhan helped to clear e canteen... while waiting for sab and mariana, both of us did some footdrills... kinda bored... then, xt came... my mood took a sharp drop... happiness gone, replaced by dread and guilt... so while sab, farhan, mariana and me went home, i was walking very slowly, thinking of e tyms me and xt had fun... now it's a thing of e past... hey, if either farhan, mariana or sab's reading this, i'm sorry if i slowed u guys down and making u worry bout me... well gtg... [10] Hafiz [10]

KaeL performs the ritual on 8:16 am

Friday, August 06, 2004

well, woke up today bored... left house at 0740... walked to sch coz i wanna be alone... nothing much happen during normal sch hours... same boring lessons... kinda boring day till after sch... went to meet mariana and sab after sch... juz wanna talk or something lye tt... ended up helping out... blew up balloons, making sure they dont fly ard... then, help to tie e balloons to e hall... then this happened... IT'S TIME TO DISCO!!!! haha... anyone there shuld noe wat happen... i became retro.... i was practically dancing through out e whole song which was repeating and repeating... helped e teacher to fold e song sheets for tomorrow's guests... i also got a new god-sis... her name is pei yi... then, sat down to help farhan about his SJAB reflections... talking bout CCAs, i feel lye my efforts are not recognize by my peers in NPCC and teacher-in-charges... i worked my way to e top of e ranking system but they DID NOT GIVE ME MY STAFF SERGEANT RANK!!! TT'S SO UNFAIR!!! i've committed myself to NPCC and this i wat get in return... tt's a very cruel way to thank me for my services... i feel tt i've wasted my efforts on an organization tt i regard as a family when i can use e same effort on studying... well, it's a cruel world in e first place... ok... tomorrow i'll be wearing a batik shirt(my dad's) to sch... i think it looks nice... well, gotta get an early nite... nitez... [10] Hafiz [10]

KaeL performs the ritual on 1:02 pm

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

this wk's kinda ok so far... woke up on this morning with a headdache... i knew tt mr ang is back from e sec 3 camp... well, it's e Os this yr... before i left e house, made sure i brought my bio practical workbook coz if i didnt, i'll be copying chapter... whoeva gave him e idea will die in my hands... haha... during english, we went down to take class photo at e foyer... kinda fun... then during D&T period, some of e guys played boxing... i ended up with a bleeding nose... not bleeding so much lah... reached home and knew tt no one was home... studied social studies till 5 pm... then, played ps 2 till 6 pm... destressing i call it... dunno wat to make up of my problems... hope i can resolve them as fast as possible... i gotta go to bed... cannot tahan headache... took panadol after dinner... feeling drowsy....*yawn* sleep!!!! [10] Hafiz Hitler [10]

KaeL performs the ritual on 11:40 am